Sweet Childhood Memories I Want It Back

Sweet memory when was young!!
Message: If you are Msia's 80s
baby,read through
this, we grew up watching Transformers,
Thundercats, Woody Woodpecker,
Chipmunks, Mickey Mouse, Jem, Mask,
Ninja Turtles, Voltron, Baja Hitam,
Ultraman n not forgettin POWER RANGERS
n BUGS BUNNY!!!and anderra yippa mice?
:), McGyver ?

had to brush our teeths during recess
at primary school? had to hold plastic
cups, line up with your classmates side
by side and start brushing our teeths
at some open area... or maybe near some
drain??

do you still remember that we had
'dentist' rooms where we had to have
our
teeths check?

not to forget our 'program minum susu'
in primary school.. everybody is
suppose
to buy like cartons of milk that costed
30 cents.. and you would see everyone
drinking it everyday...its d UHT
milk...

the teachers who would want to punish
us must use yellow rulers to hit us on
our palms?? 1 metre length..

that a bowl of mihun soup or some soup
only costed 50 cents at the school
canteen...

went to some sundry shop near the
school
or to the 'roti' man waiting outside
our
schools so that we can buy junk food
like chickedees, mamee, ding dang with
some toys in it, 'Ti Kam', ice-cream
and
we would play games like monopoly, uno,
old maid, and all other card games like
that...

another fun time would be during
Pendidikan Jasmani. the boys would
play football while the girls would
play netball... and it would be like we
were playing in the world cup...

but of course. the best would be main
guli, batu seremban, bottlecaps, ice-
cream sticks, 'Pepsi Cola
one-two-three', Cops and Robbers, main
kejar-kejar duduk,getah... and for the
not so active, those kind of 'book
games' where we would use buku latihan
to draw and ask our friends to play...

do you remember the ice-cream tubes
which are actually ice and colouring
that are sold for 10 to 20 cents.. the
colourful ones.. where you usually bite
off the top to glup it down.orange
tastes b best..(pop-ice)

what about days when we felt like doing
naughty things such as folding papers
so small to make 'lastik' amd shoot
each other... how about throwing
chalks??

back then, micheal jackson was just
turning white.. and still had albums
coming out.. compared to CD's, we were
listening to tapes that sold for RM9.90
...

in computer class, we were still using
black and white computer moniters..
played 'Atari'... maybe SEGA or
NINTENDO..

well, are we all getting older or what?

1) if you understand what you have read
and you are smiling...

2) we have friends from school that are
already married...

3) we shake our heads everytime we
see high school students fussing about
their handphones in school..

4) we don't hang on phone with our
friends for hours a day talking about
nothing...

5) when we meet back with our friends
from time to time, we feel excited and
happy talking about old times, the
funny 'adventures' or stories that we
experienced as a kid..

6) last but not least, that when you
read this, you would think of all the
happy & sad memories that you have
experienced when you were still a kid
and would think of forwarding this to
your old friends that you have known
since forever... i'm sure they would
have a huge smile on their face after
reading this.....

p.s: if u feel u're one of them who
experinced this, repost this to share
it
wif ur frens... ;)

Love version 2

Sometimes I think of love, it makes me sour and sweet about its memories.

Sometimes I hate love because it's so sickening, hectic and confusing.

Sometimes I want love because I am miserable, lonely and sad

All my heart wants to say is to have a lovely lady that I could hug, love and spending sweet time together. All this will probably occur in my dreams now.

I'm so left out from the society that I feel like an outcast, someone so unique in this world that can't mix with the normal humans. God, I wonder why my personality is so indifferent from so many people.

Pokemon and Harvest Moon

Hmmm, for this 1st week holiday, it's all about pokemon and harvest moon everyday and then DOTA. How boring can it be ? I'm bored to death as I soon finish the pokemon: emerald version and now playing the dead boring harvest moon. My mind is gonna rot soon if I go on like this, talk about my plan to go for this sports day in my secondary school but not many people that I knew will turn up. Hmmm what should I do ? spend more time in MPH searching for an interesting book ? Any recommendation ?

My wish list game would be to get a working Pokemon: FireRed and LeafGreen version .. somehow I can't get the rom that would run FireRed and LeafGreen can't seem to save ! argh

Boring Holidays Ahead

Hmm, can anyone recommend me on what to do if I had 3 weeks holiday ? Games are boring me and I wish there is someone to go out with or bring me to do something fun or help me learn something like a new stuff.

All I did for today was jogging during the afternoon and that's all, it was tiring though as I did some extras and then went to eat at Happy Garden for dinner. Hmm I need to get out of this dull boring holiday like I always have been having for the past years. Help me to suggest something !! TQ

TMNT

Yesterday, I went to Midvalley to catch TMNT (Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles), it was a great as it helps me to recall my childhood heroes. I remembered that I used to play TMNT in my Sega which now lies in a pile of junk as it's been 12 years ago. It's been replaced by PS2 and PS3 which I don't own because I don't have anymore space to keep :P.

My finals is finally over, I'm now pretty free, a lot of time to rest and slack around but hmm where ? probably I'll do some simple workout during this break. Anyone wants to join me for a jog or swimming ? =)

Signing off

Gamer and Gaming

I'm an avid gamer when I was small, it's fun to play games. My constructive mind loves to play strategy when I was small like Heroes: Might and Magic, Starcraft and Warcraft. After the development of Half Life and 3 years later Counter Strike, the gaming life of mine starts to drive further as I soon got very much addicted to it.

The feeling of being a gamer if sometimes because we seek attention and aside of that to seek entertainment and adventure. Whenever I am good in a game, I try to seek glory from it by challenging another player. It feels good inside me where it makes me happy when I win. Although there is a saying "It's just a game", how many player would actually mean it if let's say you're defeated badly or you're playing in a championship like WCG ?

After the development of DOTA which I didn't bother to touch ever since it got developed until my account in Ragnarok Online got wiped and there was no more online games that could actually attract my attention (MapleStory). The development of DOTA was great until now, everyone is enjoying the game and it has even entered into the game played in WCG competition. I'd wish I could have a unlimited credit card where I can purchase my dream game which is World Of Warcraft because I haven't got enough of playing my cool dwarf hunter. I had only managed to play for 2 weeks when WOW just entered open beta before it went gold. It was fun though that I actually kept awake 18 hours just to play it during my school holiday during year 2004.

The development of games have it's bad effects though. When the first cyber cafe was first opened, many students would actually skip school to catch a game with their friends and waste pocket money. Keep in mind that when cyber cafe business was not well known yet, it was charging RM4, imagine a cyber cafe that charges RM4 now ? I bet everyone shouts RIP OFF but imagine during that time like year 2000.

Bad gaming experience has also resulted in anger where you can see last in cyber cafe that if someone is so pissed off because he got killed for billions of times that he can't stand it anymore but to punch the person that is right next to him or the "killer" that killed him numerous time. I bet you have read about cyber cafe rage that went to even armed weapon like parang.

Furthermore, some games are too addictive and could even force people to play non-stop until they are drop dead such as the south korean case where a man stayed awake for 72 hours before collapsing and died on the spot because of malnutrition and lack of sleep.

And the most famous one of all is foul language and bad sportsmanship, how "rarely" have you seen people not cursing inside the cyber cafe loudly as if he was the king of the world. I bet you've experienced this in ANY games where you meet an opponent that is so childish that can't help but to bug you and taunt you with any grammar he/she can find in their head just to annoy your gaming experience.

The lack of sportsmanship really turned down a lot of avid gamers because of the lousy gaming experience they are receiving. The point is, we should let game consume our mind and corrupt us from doing things that is called "life". It's not to say that you can't have fun, but there is a limit where you should do something in life like getting a job, get a good result in exam or get a girlfriend and interact and make friends.

Out of the negative side, gaming helps to create an active mind and help to stimulate the brain with action visually. In the recent report, even surgeons should play games to do better in using a mechanical hand through a computer.

I'm just a lover for games but most people refer gamers as geeks. Everyone wishes to enjoy life in a specific ways. Some find pleasure playing games, some find pleasure reading novels and etc. Even gamers or geeks should deserve love, caring and help from others. I will still probably play games even though I'm married, unless your life is filled up with your wife or friends or by work. But then again, gaming is another healthy lifestyle other than going to pubs and drink all morning to release tension in exchange for illusive "entertainment" from drinking beer.

Moreover, You might start getting crippled for playing too much game by sitting all day long, so get some life and go out and take an exercise for an hour. Walk around malls with your family or friends.

Exams

You know the way exams torment your mind into memorizing every single word in the text book and requires you to "vomit" everything out from the question paper. It's just a horrible feeling for me every time I take an exam. Especially when I dislike a subject or know nothing about what the lecturer is blabbering about in the lecture hall.

I really regret taking up business though, it's less fun but it's a little easier than being a science student. I wish I can do doctor if only I had a brilliant mind that helps to keep every information on every strange virus, bacteria or infection that doesn't require me to memorize it for days. Then again I love being practical like making a website or maybe mixing stuff like chemistry. Being a marketing student is really a tough job to me.

I feel as If I just flunk my last paper, it's so hard for my brain to actually digest the notes. But right now I am glad that I finished my exam. It's time my mind can finally enjoy peace and serenity. It's been a torment in the exam hall where you sit and answer that complicated paper while your hands and mind is freezing with chill with 8 air cons blowing at high power with high fan.

If only exams were more practical and require you to do something like driving during your car license exam. Maybe they should make pharmacist to create the flying dutch man from a poof of chemical or require doctors to do a biospy. And maybe for a marketer probably try to make us do some real work like successfully marketing a product in the campus?

People judge another person by how clever they are based on their exam result. But we should try something more innovative like creating our own idea or theory. Maybe that will help us to build a better country and contribute more. Rather than trying to learn to be like Einstein.

Blame

I know everyone hates to be blamed for something that they did wrong or something that they have never did. The reason people blame others ? probably because they don't want to accept the punishment openly and trying to find a scapegoat.

So let's say, if your internet connection was suddenly down in your house while you were using it and it's being shared by your siblings, they'll start finding you and ask why is the connection down and start to blame as if it's all your fault for making it down while you were using it and it wasn't your fault because it was the streamyx fault. Have you ever encounter this scenario or something similar to this ?

I'm getting so frustrated with my siblings, mainly the reason is too many to mention out and it's not worth my emotion to blast them out here. Simply to say, sometimes it drives me nuts and I feel like leaving my family.

I feel sad that sometimes I can't have a happy family like some of my other friends has. Life ain't so beautiful as we can imagine or like what movies always show or what you read in storybooks. Life is just plain hectic and I am just trying to survive in it as long as I can.

I feel so broken apart now as I don't know where I should be standing. If only I had a better life, that's what I hope for, I'm willing to pay everything it cost to have another life. I don't really fear death unlike most people does because they have their love ones or they are having a perfect life. I don't own anything in this world, I lost everything I can hold onto.

Suicide won't be the best way but if only God will take my life away at an earlier time. I hope I can live to my fullest life everyday from now on.

New Lifestyle Timetable

Let's just say that I am trying to make myself to fit into a new living schedule because of all these time I've been living with just computer, eat and sleep everyday which makes my life so lifeless and dull. So from now on I'll try to live a healthier and a better lifestyle by sleeping before 11 pm and lessen my computer usage and do more sports during the afternoon.

I'll be having my finals this saturday and also for next week. Hopefully I will score the papers with flying colours.
My plans after my exams will be to watch movies that I didn't have the chance to watch which is "The Reaping" and then during my break until May, I'll be watching "Spiderman 3" =) I wonder who wants to accompany :D

You might wonder what's with the sudden change, hmm probably I will say that something suddenly went into my mind and tell me to do so...
For now, I will need to study hard first for my finals, I can have fun at another time =)

So sorry about the slow upload of pictures into my another post "My trip to Kuantan", I have totally forgotten about it. I will try my best to upload it as soon as possible.

Down on earth

I'm feeling as if I am lying on the road soaked with raining water looking above the dark night sky with rain water pouring on me. I ponder why I am such a failure in life.

It was my very first time to fail to present an assignment so badly. My coursework mates were basically worked out but only 3 out of 5 worked for the coursework. My job was to design the website and because I was so busy I forgot to do 1 of my part in the website because I had to help out my weaker course mates. I felt so sad as something was making to feel that way :(.

I hope I will have a better time next semester. I'll try to keep my promise to fulfill all my assignments on time. It was heart breaking as my teammates didn't put up any efforts and it's hard for me to accept something that is not partially my fault but then again this is effect for being a team.

I'm feeling so depressed as if the sky has fallen on me, every time I fail something I felt like dying.

My Trip To Kuantan

Ahh it was an unplanned trip actually (31st March 2007 - 1st April 2007), furthermore I was debating in my mind that I had a lot of assignments that are still not done and the due date was next week. But then again maybe I should find myself sometime to adventure back my mom's hometown since I've never been back there for years like (10+ years). The reason my family went back to Kuantan was to pray my ancestor (great grandmas (grandpa's side and grandma's side) and grandpa).

31st March 2007

The journey took 3 hours + as it was 280 KM away and along the highway there are a lot of mechanical eyes that will catch you if you speed more than 110km/h. After my family reached Kuantan, we first had cendol and rojak at a so called "Cendol No.1 in Kuantan" stall. After that, we checked into M&S Garden Hotel =). It's the most well known hotel in Kuantan's city. The lifestyle at the city is strange and it's much more different than KL's lifestyle. There is literally no cyber cafe so don't hope to find one if you ever enter Kuantan.

There drivers over there drives very slowly and I mean really slow like taking their own sweet time. Furthermore, the traffic lights are magnificent; they have a countdown more than 99 seconds (those countdown traffics like PJ) which is almost as long as 2 minutes! Gosh If I am in KL, I bet all the cars will honk till their ears drop and hunt down KL's City Hall Mayor.

Anyways, after we have checked into the hotel, we dropped off our things and head towards the beach. Obviously, the beach in Kuantan is as dirty as other places but it's a little hmm... should be cleaner than Port Dickson's Beach. Most of the people in Kuantan will spend their time on the beach since they don't use the internet much so literally falling in love in Kuantan is the only thing couples will do. Their entertainment will be more to karaoke and clubbing although it's not as fun as KL's Clubs =) (No, I don't do clubbing). I took a lot of pictures of tamed monkey that were wandering at the beach.

I sat at the shore to enjoy the hit of the waves and after 2 hours later, we head back to our hotel to clean up and had dinner. My aunt that lives in Kuantan took us to a nearby restaurant that is near to our hotel. The food was fine, most of it are seafood, I guess Kuantan is famous for its seafood =). After dinner, I head back to the hotel to find some entertainment which I failed literally as it was late already (9 pm) and Parkson that is just beside my hotel is about to closed at 10 pm. I must say it's convenient to live at the hotel since there are so many food stall nearby and GSC is just beside you =).

I loved the hotel as it's big (bigger than first world) but a 2 day 1 night stay is RM188 (promotion).Kuantan has a lot of food stalls ranging from tom yam seafood to a lot of seafood related dishes that you can think of (curry head, fish head, crabs, prawns). I had my little cousin brother and sister at my hotel room at night to watch movie until 1 am where they had to go back home and rest for tomorrow's cheng meng at the hill. I was hungry that night before I went to sleep at 2.30 am; I had 2 maggie mee cups before dozing off from doing some of my homework.

1st April

I woke up at 6 am actually but felt too tired and slept until 7 am where my mom woke me up to go to the cemetery. It was literally jammed up even though it’s early in the morning. It was my first time praying for my ancestor that I have never seen before ( I can't even read their name craved on the tombstone - banana :( ). After praying, we head back to our hotel to have our breakfast.

My mom and my brother had nasi dagang and me and my sis had breakfast at the hotel's restaurant. After eating breakfast, me and my cousins decide to swim in the hotel's swimming pool. We swam until 11.30 am where we decided to clean up and checked out from the hotel. We checked out at 12.45 pm and headed towards an orchard farm. The original plan was to go to the beach but it was drizzling. My aunt bought 3 orchids since it was literally cheap in Kuantan.

After buying those orchids, we went to a nearby Chinese dim sum restaurant to eat before heading to my aunt's house to hang out awhile and chat. After that, we refilled our petrol and head back home at 3.30 pm. I reached home at 7.30 pm and ate at my nearby mamak.

The trip was satisfying although there wasn't enough time to explore more about Kuantan and so many foods I haven't tried out.
There are some pictures that I took but I'll probably upload them later when I am free ... =) enjoy.

Love

Being lured into a big crush during high school was the biggest mistake I have ever made in my life so far. Thinking back during that time made me look silly for what I did. She is not the person that I would actually pick to be my crush. I guess all I had in truth was her looks rather than her character and I admit that. I was so stubborn for love during that time even my friends have advised me a lot. I can't even believe I turned on some of my friends, if I had a time machine I would choose a different action. Time and experience does change me to better person that I am before this.

Most guys or girls will most likely have different way to fall in love with. For a guy, he would probably fall in first sight love with another girl because of her appearance and looks, that's the mentality of every single male species that god have created for a reason. I felled into this degree in my first crush, in fact a look of a girl's can trick a guy's eyes, and she was cold blooded to me. Basically I was like kamikaze-ing myself in my mind dreaded to love her but to no avail she was so cold as if she has no heart. She even had someone to act as her boyfriend just to break me into pieces. I felt like a fool that time as I thought by being devoted I might get something good in return but I guess I was wrong, I was hurt so much that I fear so much to love another girl.

For a girl, probably it would be different as I know most girls won't fall in love in first sight unless it's a huge celebrity like Rain. A girl will want to have a perfect man that could actually buy her anything and being able to wash his own clothes and underwear and keeping the home tidy. Most importantly, a girl would most likely want his guy to be as handsome as a star but how many girls have been played into a bad boy's hand? How many girls have already hurt enough good guys’ heart by flirting with them?

Young love is just like a young bud that is still naive and being playful just before it blooms into a flower. How many times we would say "I belong to you forever" when we fall in love deeply? In fact after you broke up, you felt as if the world wasn't fair to you. Never say something that you don't mean it for eternity just like "I love you forever". Are you sure you really meant I love you forever or for the time being or I just love to use the word "love you forever" because it is more romantic ?

If you want a true love, why not spend some time to evaluate your partner? Just because he looks like Tom Cruise, you don't give a damn if he's treating you like a sex slave? or because she has a good body that you would just take her into your life just because of sex and dump her later because she was not good enough for you ? Spend some time together and have some fun to evaluate each other and find something in common that you would share about together to open up more rooms for each other to discover. Love each other with understanding, rather than biting each other whenever you quarrel up. It's always best to work things up together and love each other together rather than being 1 sided like the guy did more job to attract the girl because the girl was more attractive and soft. This will most likely bring up quarrel like "I am breaking up with you!" and the guys will always be at the losing end because they did more work for love and feels angry because the girl just want to let go just like that.

Why turn love into hate? Because she doesn't like you anymore or he doesn't like you anymore, you start to tell tale about that person behind their back or even curse them. Why must everyone do this, I don't really understand at first until I think about thisbefore you love a girl, you would tell her all the romantic things.after you broke up with her because you acted like a jerk and disrespectful to heryou start to curse her and hope she dies. Look into this, you’ve already thought of cursing her, does that show you how much you actually love her from the beginning? This is called “selfish”I saw this drama when I was dining at McD in MidV when this couple came halfway up the staircase when suddenly the guy pinched the girl's tummy and obviously, who wouldn't get mad, the girl splashed him with soft drinks and ran off just like that, I was hoping for more from the girl because the guy was obviously acting like a jerk and being physical abusive.

I might add that, there should be trust in love, what's the point of not trusting each other in love when you are going to live in the same roof together. By having trust, you could actually give more about yourself and devote yourself more to each other because there are no lies that will cloud your mind to think negative thoughts that might haunt your beauty sleep at night and get worried over nothing.

Honesty comes with trust, if you're being honest, you have nothing to hide from each other that might make yourself suspicious towards each other, wouldn't it be nice if you (guy) come back from home cheerfully after a hard day and greet your wife and enjoy a good dinner at night without any worries and share the night together watching dramas or catching some night life together? You won't have to worry that you might have an affair outside or getting worried with your budget that you might need to sell off your car because you are not doing so well at work.
It's always best to share your trouble with your partner, after all they are your best and closest companion that will help to relieve your mind and find a solution. This will also furthur enhance your relationship as you bond up closer together.

Don't be selfish in love, be more giving, everything should work out fine and I know everyone wants to ask how about your love sasori? Hmm probably it’ll come soon or later just like my friend said to me "God has arranged everything for you" though I am not christian.

My Dog

No... he's not dead lol and I didn't knock him out while I took this picture, he woke up suddenly while I was snapping a picture of himHe's 13 years old in dog year that's around 90+ in human age
My mom found him dirty and tired in my nearby playground and took him in, I was so afraid of him when he first entered into my house because I never had a dog ! but after a week, I start to like him =)
He's very friendly and doesn't bark much and alway welcomes visitor, my cousins love to play with him whenever they visit my house during CNY. Then again ... he's deaf now and suffering from a little cataract in the eyes and cough (yes ... first time you heard a dog cough often like an old man ?)
He eats anything =.= more like DBKL and I don't know what type of dog is he, he's very small, half of a size of a dalmation dog and very furry with white, black and yellow hair.
He used to stood next to me when I cried and told him what happened. I makes me feel relieve when there is nothing beside me that will actually hear my cries and actually gave me comfort and won't get tired of listening.
He loves to run outside of my house compound and I was afraid he'll get run down by cars !There was thrice he got lost when he was wondering outside of my house.. I remembered I cycled everywhere and every neighbouring house to see if he entered any of the houses ! Gosh...
Right now .. he's being bullied by cats as my backyard has a lot of big black and grey haired cats that is as big as his size doesn't seem to fear him =.= unless he starts to get provoked by those cats :P. Gosh he's so friendly to cats now... he'll stare at them right infront of him...
I will really miss him ... a dog's life is only 15 years nothing can replace him ...
P:S I love how cute he sleeps when he stick his tongue out ! haha luv to kacau his tongue while he still haven't notice lol.Pets history: 3 dead rabbit, 2 dead hamster, 2 dead birds, plenty of dead goldfish but those are another story :P

Mr. Bean's Holiday

Mr. Bean travels to the South of France on holiday, causing the usual mayhem and ending with an unscheduled screening of his video diary at the Cannes Film Festival.

Another sequence with Rowen Atkinson that acts as Mr. Bean, this movie is filled with many hilarious joke that will create a non-stop laughter coming from the audience.

I had a non stop laughing session almost most of the scene especially with Mr. Bean playing a fool infront of his newly gifted video camera. His famous icon which is replayed from most of his previous TV series that will never bored us up.

The best part is, Mr. Bean doesn't understand French or Spanish which made things worse for him as he could not find his way around in France. I leave the rest for the audience to judge =)

Friendship

It happens that you have not talked to your friend for a month or not seeing them for a long time after you have graduated from high school. Will your friend somehow still contact you or have you just found out that from the 400 friends you've made, none of them remembered you after your graduation?
Ever seen your friends have changed a lot after they have gotten a girlfriend in life? That they don't talk to any other people and start to make life only for 2 of them. They made it as if the surrounding around them are nothing and the people around them are strangers. I got some friends that actually ignored me after being inside a relationship. However, I got friends that still keep their friend even they are inside a relationship.
Don't you think these kind of people are rather selfish or forgetful? Will you forget your friends after you've left a place? Will you even forget your friends around you after you have gotten a girlfriend or boyfriend? Have you noticed that your friends have found you less important in their life compared to their new friends they have made?
Friendship does move on with time, remember the days during kindergarten where everyone were so afraid of each other but by the time the school has started, teachers began to introduced them to each other. Making friends when we were small were so much easier, where no one who would care if you were black, brown, yellow or white. Then again, there weren't hard feelings when we graduate from kindergarten and moved on to primary school life because we were too young to even remember how our friends even look like when our brains has finally it's mind.
Primary school life was a lot more fun than kindergarten, you get to run in a bigger playground or should I say school compound and play jump rope and other big sports like badminton and football than being restricted to small toys and sitting in class most of the time during kindergarten. You made more friends during those 6 years of primary school and have forged a bond with your friends but guess what happens after you've left your primary friends to pursue your own preferred secondary school with your UPSR results for a few years later ?
Even a school reunion organized by my friend didn't helped much. Many of them didn't turn up because some changed their numbers and addresses. During the reunion hardly anyone can get along well in a conversation that might spark any big interest. Everyone has forgotten each other but they will still remember me as being the naughtiest boy in the primary school. Life has also changed when your friends have graduated from their high school and pursue their studies in college and universities. Some migrated and has left their friends in Malaysia that is soon to be forgotten other than their close ones.
Suddenly, you got a phone call from your old friend that you've not seen since you've graduated in high school, they start to talk about how much he missed you but guess what? Your old buddy starts to talk about business relationship that will earn him some commission in the name of friendship after so many years of not having in contact with him
You can say that you have over 400 over friends in your friendster list but do you think you can manage up to 400 friends? Even a professor in a lecture hall finds it hard to control 200 students. Do you even have the time to talk everyone of them in those 400 people? Being a typical Malaysian, we will always have the excuse of being forgetful that we have got used to since secondary school for not bringing our homework.
You won’t consider a person as a friend just because they were strangers to you in a few second, the next moment they request for your email address to add you into their instant messenger or friendster. A real friend would be someone that will be there for us when we are in need; they are willing to sacrifice for us when we get into trouble. A real friend wouldn’t forget us because we are away from them for a long time.
Do you think your previous friends that used to jump rope with you during primary school days are still your best friends? Or would you say that someone tried to revive you when you fainted somewhere in your college or even carried you on his back to the emergency room to help you and later you found out that the person tried to save you was your good friend you have just made in college?

Sick Life Of Human Being.

You're someone out there yet to be known to the world, imagine a young kid that just entered secondary school or a student that has entered college for the first day to make friends with and found out that it is so hard to make friends with. Then imagine what would you think a young kid like that would do to attract attention ?

Positively someone would think:

1. Get active in sports and train as hard as possible to be number 1
2. Get good scores in results to attract others
3. Joining clubs
4. Be more approaching/active rather than passive when meeting someone

But if someone fails all these, what do you think they would do ?

1. They would most like take drug to take away the sickening life of boringness
2. Taking up smoking to look "cool" just because they are unwanted in the society good society but there are plenty of "friends" in the smoking society
3. Feeling life is worthless, thinking negatively, disobedience to their parents, gambling, drinking

What pushes people to do all these ?, because they are probably left out by the society that they try to fit into but somehow everyone seems to be egoistic about themselves. I feel that people shouldn't leave another one behind just because they are different.

I know MAJORITY of the public view others by the cover although you would say "NO", just because someone looks like a gremlin or an orge doesn't mean you can't make them as friends, I see a lot of people wouldn't get along with foreign people especially if they are not their own kind, see China students for example, malaysian can stick along but what if a nigerian ? why most of the MALAYSIAN ignore them ? just because of their skin colour or because you judge what others say about nigerian in their country as liar and cheaters ?

I seriously can't stand people saying hey I don't like you because you wear glasses, you're not handsome, you're stupid, you're worthless, you're too short, you're not cute enough, you're not cool enough. WHAT IS ALL THESE !?!? I know some of you Malaysian would do this.
Another dangerous thing about people is the word "Assumption", [You] assume someone would know what you think everytime,you think everyone is the same with your thinking, but have you put yourself in another person's shoes ? Because you assume, you think it's the right action, you never thought of other's feelings
Why can't we live in peace and harmony ?

if the people could stop cheating each other, backstabbing each other, blackmailing each other, murdering each other, scolding each other in Malaysia, I think Malaysia would have been a better place to live in rather than living in a sick mind in everyday's life

Bad Day 2007-03-13

Owh I had a bad morning today... during class.. I nearly fainted as I ran out of the class and walk to the toilet which was just in front of me but my vision went so blurred and my body is as chill as a dead body, I thought I was going to pass off but I hang on with myself ... The pain is horrible ... I was walking like a drunken guy but in fact I was getting very weak with this sudden strange sickness and the moment I got out from the toilet, I couldn't stand anymore and slam right on the table to rest. No one came to help even though I was very much in trouble, now I know how caring people are when I am in trouble and nearly suffer unconciousness. :(

P:S I didn't had anything during the morning ... but never felt this before ... because I never had breakfast for morning classes (not enough time)

Wee ... I just gotten high marks for my moral test today .., there is another test this wednesday (tomorrow T_T) and a headache untouched assignment due this week ... argh I got so busy until there is no time to do assignments ... after class around 4 pm, I wondered why the federal highway was so jammed up until I pass by the accident area where I saw 8 cars banged each other's bumper from behind ... pretty hilarious if you asked me, they stopped by the road, I think I saw an ambulance and 2 tow trucks, gosh... a massive jam caused up by it ... if only people will drive safer and luckily I got better after this sickness caused by this morning ... thank god I didn't faint in my car ... I wonder what will happen ... :(

Teammate

Ever been with someone else that you do not know what their capabilities are in a college for an assignment ?

I really find it hard to team up with new people especially when I do not know them. I always see others as an obstacle that drags me down when we are grouped to do something together. I would always have them in my mind as a lazy person that depends on me so much that I am sort of doing 4 peoples job.

In fact, I did do a 4 person job because of their incompetency. Now ? I got to team up with 4 foreigners from China and THEY KNOW NOTHING ABOUT WHAT TO DO EVEN THOUGH I EXPLAINED SO DEEPLY AND CONCISE ARGH IT MAKES ME WANT TO MURDER THEM.
The point of this post is that, are teammates in college where lecturers forces you into a group reliable ? moreover are they even friends or just taking opportunity of your intelligences and feed off your hardwork but in fact all those works are yours ?

Now I really really dislike teaming up with people unless I really know them. It really pisses me off, I HATE COLLEGE

Being Elder Means You Can Bully Younger ?

What's happening with some family ? their elders such as the eldest brother or sister that bully their younger sibling just because they are older and bigger than them ? What happened to the good old times where brothers and sisters cared for each other than having the brother to rape the sister or brother playing boxing match with their own brother.
Some parents are also at fault for not educating their children by getting busy everyday and not spending time with their children. This has made most of the children to stick up with cyber cafes and learn bad attributes such as speaking profanity and smoking. Some parents even torture their children, some fathers rape their daughter, mother beating up her son everyday with a cane even for the slightest mistake. Some parents even disbelieve their children and still think they are 10 yr old when the fact that they are already 18 but cage them at home with watchful eyes. I know parents are caring but to a certain extent where their child has lost personal freedom ?
I always thought family is there to support us. But some family has made their children to fear the family itself and rely more on the friends that they know. However, there are still loving parents out there that live harmoniously. If I had a wish to grant, I would wish to be born in a happy family that would always be happy even though we are rich or poor but never forget our stand as a family...

Nightmarish Day For Me :( 08/02/2007

The day started when I woke up ready to get to college while on my way out, I saw this cute cool cat that has blue eyes that was being friendly early in the morning towards me in my doorstep while I am about to exit my house... Most stray cats would run away but this 1 is so friendly !

After that, as usual, I went for class and came back to my vehicle to see a white slip on my wiper which was an issued summon =.= I got summoned for RM80 haiz T_T. It's my fault after all >.<, I must be more careful next time, ahh the day went miserable for me ... I got tons of assignment to finish within this month and next month. I can't even enjoy a peaceful CNY !! ahhh ... I wished my day would have been a little better ...

Public Transport

Metrobus = there are some bad conductors in the bus where they will be rude to you if you want to ask where will the bas pass by for bus stops, some of them will treat you rudely if you haven't pay them for the ticket.
Rapid bus = good performance so far, better bus to service KL, I like the new bus, it's far much more cooler than the old buses where the air cons are spoiled..

Taxi drivers = I got conned once, took this cab from UMMC at PJ to midvalley, because I always ride on taxis, I know the rate is around RM8 - RM10, but this guy was "special", his metre was already RM16 1/2 before reaching midvalley, wow, his meter was actually jumping every 10 cent per 20 seconds instead of every minute.
Good services from KTM and Monorail =) except for early morning crowd and evening crowd around 6 pm

Another story:
Once I took a cab at the south court in midvalley at 6 pm, the taxi driver meter was strange because isn't it after 2 minutes then the meter will start moving 0.10 sen every km ?His meter was like I just sat 20 secs and it began charging 0.10 sen , I immediately told him to ride me back to south court, he insist I pay RM1.00 for wasting him time, WHAT ?! you cheated me and still want me to pay ? . I didn't wanted to so I tried to get out of the taxi and he grabbed my shirt. I payed him and reported him to the MidValley security and hopefully he is black listed in MidV by now

Overall, I prefer buses, ktm and monorail when I travel around KL, it's far MORE cheaper than taxi and buses now brings you everywhere for only RM1 - RM2 ! compared to taxi which cost RM10, 5x of the bus price. I don't mind waiting for the bus.
A good example would be going to LCCT with a bus that cost only RM9 compare to Taxi which "DEMAND" a fix RM40 - RM50 to get there or to KLIA.

Some survey I did

Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:

• You are sensitive and indecisive at times.
• You are good at making friends and when the joyful moment arrives, you make the most out of it.
• You love your house and family.
• You are a gifted artist as well. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you.
• Your life is always full of changes.
• Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you.
• Your life is always full of changes.
• When it comes to love, you shut yourself off. It's difficult to win your heart because you have decided to keep your feelings deep inside.
• You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.
• You added a flower into your drawing.
• The flower signifies that you long for love.
• It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt.
• You don't think much about yourself.

My College Life

Some people suit themselves perfectly into a new environment once after graduating from high school, but some might find it hard to cope with the new environment where you don't know anyone around you and they don't appear as friendly as your high school buddies where you've known for your past 5 - 6 years
Then you might start to wonder, hmm I'd wish that high school lasted forever, shy people could hardly cope with new environment probably because they are not the active kind of people that would most likely wish everyone that he/she sees
I would rate myself as a passive person, I am not so good yet when it comes to socialising, probably because I'm not a person that could start a conversation easily, most of the time, I would say that I'm afraid to start a conversation for the fear that I would bored people up because of my dull lifestyle which consist of just gaming, sleeping and eating.
but I would like to say something about myself that is, I'm willing to hang out if I get an invitation, I don't like to force myself into something that I'm not invited into, so most of the time, I would accept my friend's invitation to hang out at malls or watch movies. I don't really know why people would put a sour face at another person just because they do not know them, I think it's important not to read someone from their looks until we actually got into a conversation. I do know that most people would judge someone through their actions like swearing.
College life could be more exciting if everyone could be more friendlier and not to be so aggresive when it comes to friendship, don't expect too much from a friend if oneself doesn't even contribute a lot, most of the time, people don't contribute themselves fully because they don't trust a person yet, but why not give something a start, even for a friendship ?
Majority of the population would still be a little unmatured by thinking that the other individual that they might be talking to would probably be their girlfriend or boyfriend, but hey, don't draw too much attention, if you have a goal, tell your partner that you're just into friends and not a closer relationship. Why avoid meeting new people for just the sake of thinking that he or she that is being friendly towards you would probably be thinking that he or she is thinking of taking you as their boyfriend / girlfriend.
So let's become more open minded and create a circle of close friends !, I'm waiting for an opportunity 1 day as of now, I'm in a state of loneliness due to the community I am in.