Existance

Ever reach to a point where it doesn't matter what you do, it seems you've never existed. Typically, I believe in this, I am feeling not anywhere near existing for what I'm doing, not feeling present to anyone's life. I'm just out of the history book. Now why is that happening ? The popular answer will be given, I deserve this because bla bla bla ya da ya da I don't want to listen those craps. Why did I even bother to post this up ? feels so annoying, no one would even read, oh I'll just treat it as a reference to myself. Yayyy YOINK!

Mixture

Went to Putrajaya Firework Finale last Sunday, it was an awesome night, wish it lasted all time in my mind, explosion is such an art that last less than few second. Bad thing about the firework is that the music was too loud and all the inconsiderate people were standing rather than sitting to enjoy the firework and they are not merely just standing on the ground but on chairs ! that makes things worse for short people, so anyways since everyone wants to be inconsiderate, I'll join in the crowd and guess what ? I was literally taller than all of those shorties. Muahahaha.

Hmm new semester is sooooo busy ... X_X and it's just the 3rd day after the college re-opened. Need to work harder, seems like I am learning a lot at the same time. But somehow, I am still day dreaming inside my mind that I need to start snapping out of it.

Hush ! It's been getting so awkward lately, friends keeping things to themselves (well if they want to, it's fine with me but lying about it ?) and figure that friends don't trust each other ? hmm, I guess I am not that trust worthy anymore to companions. But it's ok, I've expected it to happen long before this, not feeling hurt.

Orientation Day

Freshies for my September Intake ! :)

The day started with me being late because I had to do something else in the morning before heading to college.

Reached there and decided to enroll since my introduction was a little later approximately 30 minutes later. I went to enroll and met the head of the student affair office department and she told me off that I should be up there with everyone else. Well according to me, there are more than enough people that can help out in the room while some can even go chit-chatting and play around. So I decided not to waste time since it's only half day on Saturday. You know what this sissy head department did, she just told me off and before I could state my reason ( I got my permission from my president before going there to enroll and he approved ), She just walk off, what a bitch ! I am trying to use my time wisely and take full use of it instead of wasting it and she puts me as if I am wrong to spend my time wisely. Talk about no respect, she won't get a respect from me.

So after that, we had our campus tour as usual, all the freshies looks so blur :P. After that, we had a game that looks like BINGO but then participants must get names to answer questions in the piece of paper instead of ticking numbers :D.
The day ended all well with not a major or minor disaster. Because of that bitch, I couldn't get my timetable and get my card updated. Thank you very much.

I am very thankful that I passed all my subjects because I did so badly, I'll promise myself this semester I will work extra harder ! I only took 2 subjects this semester, so I guess I wouldn't be so cramped up with exercises and I don't want to take my level 2 subjects yet ... gosh I am so anxious now ... because starting next semester I will have to start taking my level 2 which will determine my degree's class ! God bless me with intelligence through the next few years ... =)

After the orientation day, me and few of my fellow friends went to had lunch (Bak Kut Teh). All in all, the day ended all well. Reached home and sleep then woke up to type this out hehe .... :)