Hmmm didn't know what to blog lately, not much happening actually which doesn't even make it into my blog entry but I'll just write it out since I haven't updated the blog for awhile.

There's meeting only with my college mates, other than that, nothing much. Hmmm seems everyone is so busy while I am so free with my time. I'm playing Granado Espada now while watching animes and waiting for the holidays to end. The prepare for orientation day for my college... hmmm.

O ya, today I saw 4 cars played bumper car :P, the middle car (wira) literally became a kancil after that accident ... gosh =.= it created a massive jam, another 1 would be a car accident in the federal highway =.= the motorcyclist was lying on the middle of the highway and not one helped him to get to the patch of grass. You know it's so dangerous that cars might not be able to see and just squash that poor guy. Accidents are happening so often so remember to drive safe !

Now I'm worried about my exam =.= this is the worse exam I've ever had, haven't been doing the whole semester well, God I hope I can gather enough strength to go on.

No one wants to live alone, but I think I'm getting more ignored and secluded. It must the boring-syndrome that is brought along with me whenever I try to communicate. Can't do much since I am an intrinsic person. I'll just live on with those that happens to be with me till the end.

17th Friday
After the exam, I just rested and just had a small breakfast before heading back and slept the whole morning and afternoon because I hadn't sleep in the past 32 hours. After that I headed to Genting around afternoon and arrive Genting at 6.30 pm. I quickly put my luggage into my hotel room and head towards dinner (Bak Kut Teh) with my family. After that, I just enjoyed the night scenery and enjoy chocolate and an ice lemon tea while play Big 2 in my phone before dozing off.

18th Saturday
I had a light breakfast at KFC before heading back to the hotel to pack up and ready to check out and leave Genting. I hanged out in Mushroom Farm and the Genting Temple before heading to Goh Tong Jaya to eat before departing from my aunts, uncle and grandma.

19th Sunday
Went to KL to look for a CD game and failed to find it ... then I went to celebrate my little cousin sister's birthday at my aunt's house.

20th Monday
Cutted my hair and watched Rush Hour 3 and ponder with my mind after that ...

Bad event
This lady in Portoguese Grilled Fish gave me a 1/2 cooked fish ! :@ and made me late 10 mins into my movie

21st Tuesday
Rest at home watching anime and fixed my car =)

22nd Wednesday
Watched Evan the Almighty and learned something ... :) then uh ... ponder at something serious ... gosh .. don't want to elaborate on it .. it's an impact in my life .. msg me if u wanna know =)

Bad event
This Malay lady thinks she got lucky and cut my line while I was lining up in carrefour counter and thinks I didn't notice her existance and keep looking at me while I gave my scary face at her and make her feel guilty for the whole day. I would have punished her severely by asking her to line up again but nah I don't want to cause a stir ^_^.

I'm so dead

I just want to cry now over my exam, it's the first time I did so badly, if only someone out there would hear my cries :(

Exam

My english paper just went over on Tuesday, it's the first time I had to think so hard to answer business english and my lecturer is a crack head because whatever I do, she'll give me 1/2 of everything !! *angry*.

I'll be having economic and statistic tomorrow and accounting and finance on friday .. then i'll be free !!! freedom ... because I have longed for it !! argh numbers are filling my mind and I started to dream that 1 + 1 = 1 =.=...

Ok... back to numbers =.= so many things to cramp into my mind ... hope i'll make it to the end ...

Reality Check

Time I stop fantasizing everyday how my world will be shaped according to it. Instead, I think my world should flow with it. People around me are different and are constantly improving themselves while I'm still in my old self, I must move on and put myself in a better position. "Achievement" is the word =).

What I want most right now ?

- Improving my english
- Using my knowledge that I've learnt so far to good use ( Work ? )

I don't see anymore point of just sitting around and pondering oh will she love me or not, how childish will that be if I thought of it. I must start building my career from somewhere =). How thoughtful of myself :D

Hope by then I found something I'll love to do at my spare time. Hmm time to job hunt during this break of mine =)

What I did for today...

Well, I just watched Claymore for the whole day ... and played a little C&C3 Tiberium War ...

Claymore was great ... I liked the story line ... but I think it built up too fast ... don't you think so ? The main character got developed so fast from a quiet 1 to a supernatural 1.. in less than 20 episodes ... not that quite similar with death note where they elaborate a ton of details .. but I guess the story writer don't want to kill the anime with boredom such as fillers and such which is a good thing but neglecting some part of the story is still bad ...

I found that animes draw my attention a lot from the real world ... makes my mind start to imagine lovable things =). If only life is like a cartoon ay ? =).

Argh, thank god I didn't buy C&C3 though .. it's boring =.= i mean the cinematic scenes are boring ... and the game play is the same ... :( it's a disappointment to me ... I hope starcraft 2 would be a different when it releases .. I had a bad time playing the game C&C with my old PC that is 5 yrs old ... but it's still functional =) but it won't last the latest generation of games ... I'd guess I'll only get a new one in the next few years ... no $$$ X_X...

Now I'm looking for Code geass and Darker than black anime fansub sites ... someone please give me the link up !! thanks a lot :P I want to fill my time with animes =)

Apart from all these stuff I've just talked about, I'll start on something more romantic =) which is of course, [ L O V E ] itself, I've learned that, girls that are not interested in a guy, would not care much about him other than just being a friend, examples would be if a guy is having some bad times, a girl friend would just be there and hear him but would not be able to comfort him. I've learned that through a lot of observation. I've become more knowledgeable when it comes to knowing if a girl really likes me instead of myself clapping 1 sided.

Randomness

Plans after my final exam

- Rush Hour 3 Movie
- Eat
- Sleep
- Eat
- Sleep
- Eat
- Sleep
- =.= now you know why I need someone to fill me up

I got a question though, hope someone can answer me ...
How can I get involve more with life ? I wish I can find some activities to do with friends and new people that I can meet to make my life more happening.
I wonder if anyone could give me some suggestion to find some organization or group activities that I can get involved in =)

As beautiful as winter white,
Flowers turn purple,
Loves falls upon red.

Looking for activities to do after 18th August, call me or msn me ( heaven_gate20@hotmail.com) you might need to talk to me personally for phone number :P so I don't get anonymous calls =.=...

I want to fill my time, so if you got anything happening like church outing, events, trips, movies, games, hang out, talk or watching UFO if you sight 1, make sure you call or inform me in my msn !! thanks :P

My birthday celebration (2nd and 3rd Aug)

2nd August
The event started when I pick up Sherman and Jonathan from Danau Desa. We had a jam on the way since it was weekday (Thursday). We reached there around 7.30 pm and met up with Gadiy. Then we decided to look for classy restaurants, Gadiy's suggestion was at first to have it at All-Star Cafe but then he suggested to try out Chilli's. We agreed and waited for our turn to be seated. We ordered some nachos with beef sauce as starter while waiting for Shaun, James Lim and Han Sheng. We ordered dinner after everyone has arrived. I called for a fagrita .. something like tacos haha while others ordered lamb steak and hamburger (very big hamburger indeed). I drank more than 6 glasses of fruit juice that night. We crapped a lot that night especially with Han Sheng's sexist joke which brings down the ceiling lol. Soon after the dinner, I was surprised with a cake (Chocolate cake with banana inside). It was nice, but sadly I was bloated already with all the tacos !!. We consumed the cake until it left 3 slices and Gadiy started to say that he would dare himself to give 2 pieces of cake to the girls of 6 that sat beside our table who happens to celebrate 1 of their friend's birthday too, such a coincidence huh ? (our table had 7 guys :P). Gadiy talked crapped for 30 minutes without an action that he would do it, the bet on the table was RM5 from himself and Shaun add the stake by putting in a free movie ticket on later :P. Gadiy continued to accused us (Shaun and Me) as Jacun <-- dunno what it means lol... anyways ... suddenly I've decided to do the honor and take up the bet. I gave the ladies the 2 pieces of cake and took a picture with the birthday girl, I didn't want to take the phone number... felt paiseh haha... I got praised by all my friends for bravery :D ... Gadiy was speechless, after the dinner, we decided to catch Die Hard 4.0 or The Simpsons. Gadiy was deciding to pay me RM5 (he owed me RM5 from previous BBQ) but was reluctant to pay up but Shaun forced him @_@. Gadiy felt upset that night and left us alone .. he didn't join us for the movie... however, we moved on ... (hope you're fine now Gadiy, I felt bad) for the movie, there wasn't Die Hard 4.0 anymore so we watched the simpsons, it was really hilarious ! I laughed the whole night for every 3 minute in that movie, definitely a good movie that is worth watching. The night ended after the movie, I drove Sherman back home =) and received tons of SMS in my phone, Thank You To All My Friends !! I love you all =) I had a really nice day =)

James, Shaun, Sherman, Gadiy, Jonathan, Han Sheng, Me =)

My birthday cake with my initials

3rd August
The day started with some birthday SMS from friends =) Then sadly, a lot of them didn't get to turn up in the last minute, Sylvia and Chu Xian turned up for my day, I felt embarrass because there was so little people, but I won't let it affect my day, I took them to Sushi King for lunch. Sylvia presented me a gift =) thanks :D, then after that we went for Pool, Sylvia didn't know how to play so Chu XIan played with me and lost badly .. because he was a beginner. I felt like a bully X_X. After that, we went for bowling X_X I managed to score 2 perfect score only haha .... then after the game of bowling, we decided to go back because Chu Xian had to rush things in the college. I wanted to bring him somewhere to eat, but maybe another time la =) I had a fun day also, thanks for the company, Sylvia and Chu Xian =) Thanks a lot :D

Sing-K at Red Box - Low Yat

It's my first time going to karaoke with my friends ... I must admit I suck in singing !! that's why I would never enter Malaysian Idol ! lol ... anyways it was a good outing. It started out as I need to go to Tong Shin Hospital to clean up my nose. Then, I quickly rush back to Mid Valley to meet up with my friends (Jia Hui, Chu Xian and Wei Cai) before heading to Low Yat =). Thanks for Chu Xian for fetching all of us there .. I am not that experience in running around Kuala Lumpur city :S I get confused easily with the roads ... but slowly but surely, I'll learn how to move about.

We sang for more than 4 hours X_X talk about having sore throat !, but it was fun at the same time, Jia Hui sing like a professional !!, We might plan to have INTI idol soon lol and Jia Hui can be the INTIMA representative !! omg ... then she'll be so happy if she wins :P, Chu Xian didn't sing much ahhh X_X maybe not his style ... same as mine =.= I just sang for fun :P, Wei Cai sing a lot of songs ooo hehe... later comment here ahh !!, I had a lot of laughter. After that session, my friend had to rush back to college for assignment (I also have an assignment due on monday !! argh need to complete it asap after typing this). Sadly, we didn't have the time to go hang kai around other places ... time is soooo precious as you get older ... X_X

P:S forgot to add that wei cai kena the automatic pole X_X I failed to save him, luckily he survived lol ... ok just joking =.=;; I called him 3 seconds before that thing hit him X_X but he still walk at the direction @_@

INTI Ball 2007

INTI Ball 2007 was great, the food was so-so however ... but then again, ladies on that night were fantastically prettier than normal college days, cosmetics really works wonder to ladies, but then again, it's also a night where a lot of love are wrongly chosen out of appearance. Beauty won't win the challenge against time, a ripe beautiful red apple will soon turn into a rotten dirty old apple. Love is count by what is in the heart.

The ball left me a lot of sweeter memories compared to my prom night 2005. The theme was "Today's dream, Tomorrow's memories". The night will always be remembered by myself as a beautiful night filled with dreams that I wanted to achieve, and today it's my memories as I still remember what I dreamt yesterday. Congratz to my friend that won the prom queen, Jia Hui =) and also for the great drama performance by Sarah and Elaine. After that, we had some picture sessions, I'll keep it as my sweet memories. I felt really really happy that night, it's the night that I didn't stop laughing happily and smiling all the way back home :D. @_@ The dance floor was a little too small to accommodate 300+ people ... and the music was too loud.

We received some hampers from Nescafe but sadly I didn't do the free tattoo T_T, it really looked so cool, wanted to pose with it ... but haiz ... too late because the booth was already closed when the ball started.